Wrong. Right. Thinking.

It's wrong.
But how can it feel so right?

It's unhealthy thinking.
There's such a low chance.
But I think, that this is different.
It feels different this time.
Like... it was just made for me.
Like you were made for me.

And you know.
I won't stop believing in my other dreams.
So why should I give up on this one?

You never know what might happen.

Whatever they say,
I know I can.
I know I will.

There's just no 'No'.

I know it's wrong.
But it feels so right.

You.

I am thinking about you now.
Right now.
I just don't know how.
I think we might just.. fit very well.
I think about you all the time.
I just can't stand the fact, that you don't know me at all.
I just want to get my chance.
It'll take some time for me.
But if you were just able to wait for me.
But how could you know?
No one ever tells.

When I try to sleep,
I always imagine laying on your chest an hearing your heartbeat.
I honestly don't want anyone else.
It's you.

It's strange,
but I know... it's you.

Good night to you.

If you just knew...

Post-it.

Theres a Post-It on my heart.
It says your name.

Definition.

Who defines what's possible and what's not?
You shouldn't tell children to stop dreaming.
To stop believing in their dreams.
It defines childhood.
Remember your dreams.
If you're talented and passionate,
you can go anywhere.
Passion is the most important thing in life.
Don't be afraid.
They will tell you that you're crazy.
But you're not.
You're just smarter than them.

You'll make it.
If you really want to,
you can go anywhere.

And trust me,
you will.
Believe in yourself.
Let them laugh. 



Thanks to my very special friends.
Thank you for believing in me.
I love you! ♥

Blowing in the wind.

I feel like drowning.
I can't breathe.
Everything out there seems so unreal.

I've messed things up.
Not as usual.
In the hardcore way.
I feel like crying.
But there aren't any tears left.
It's like I'm empty.
And I feel empty.

HOW can I achieve what I want?
I just don't know what happend.
It just broke.
Everything broke.

I want to run away.
Honestly.
It would be..
like running away from all this sick thoughts.

Life's like a chart room.
And someone has just blown very strongly.

Which way to go?
WHAT SHOULD I DO?

'The answer my friend, is blowing in the wind,
the answer is blowing in the wind.' Bob Dylan - Blowing In The Wind

Picturebox.

Everytime I open a foto with you on it.
It is always the same feeling.
'Hey, why can't you just marry me?'
You are just so not my type.
But I really like you in every possible way.

Thats so sick.
and just a second after this huge feeling appeared in my heart,
there comes another.
It's sadness.
You would never.
Why should you?

Tears start pouring.
Another two seconds later,
I force myself to stop.

And then,
theres just this big
NOTHING,
right inside of me.

Love! Love? Love...

I think every girl does this.
Dreaming of her crush.
Dreaming of real love.

I didn't believe in love for a long time.
And I regret doing it now.
If you don't expect to be loved,
there's less pain and less drama.
But on the other hand,
dreaming of love is wonderful.
But you need to awake.

I don't like liking someone.
In the end,
it justs makes me sad.

But do you know what?
Laying on your chest,
so I can hear your voice 'from inside'.
Thats one of the most wonderfullest things I can imagine.