I wish I could tell you..

I want to tell you everything.
Everything about me.
Everything that made my life a complete mess.
Everything that made my life what it is now.

Everytime I lay in my bed.
I imagine you beside me.

I want you to know the real me.

I want to hear your breath and know everythings alright, because you're there.
Life doesn't always go the ways that we want it to.
But maybe, everything will make sence someday.
Maybe, I'll get my chance.

I'd love to tell you everything.
Even, this.

But, you've got to know.
I'm extremely shy.

I'm so sorry.