Dissatisfaction.

I'm so unsatisfied.
I want to be in London,
I want to have money,
I want to have my beautiful body,
(I know it's hiding somewhere under my fat),
I want to have this amazing job.
I want HIM to be my husband,
and to love me and be loved until the very end.
There's just a lot of things,
that I can't achieve.

I just want to be ME.
With every tiny pore of my body.