Just saying.

I'm looking at myself in the mirror.
I am so unbelievably fat,
there is nothing pretty.
Even my character is not good enough.
I am lazy,
I suck at school,
I can't wear the clothes I want,
because I don't have enough money,
and even if I had,
I'd never fit in them.
Even daydreaming hurts.
Because I don't know how to get the guy
who's locked in my head.
I just want him right here,
right now.
I want his kisses.

I don't want any compassion.
I don't want you to tell me, that I'm not.
You can't see me, like I see myself.
So your nice words won't change anything.
I hope I have the strength to loose weight.
That would be amazing.
Just saying.