Carry you home.

When I was in 6th grade..
there was this song.
I had really big problems.
Ever since I was little.
Always.

'Trouble is her only friend,
and he's back again...'

That's exactly what I felt like.

Music, can do a lot for us.
It's there when no one else is.
When no one understands,
music does.

Your face.

It's your face.
That's what keeps me going.
Keeps me breathing every single day.
Makes me strong.
If I can't do it for myself.
I'll do it for you.
Do it for my future.

This 'Keep smiling'-Picture is what keeps me alive.
It's you.
I feel like I'm dead inside.
Like my dreams are locked in a box.
And they are beating against the walls of this little wooden box inside of me.
I want to let them out.
But not now.
I can't.

Because of them.
Because of what my life is like now.

I'll just keep going.
Keep trying my best.
The better I am, the faster I will get there.

Give me my chance.

Perks of being a wallflower.

Have you ever watched a film,
which changed you?
I did.
Last week.
'Perks of being a wallflower'
What an amazing film.
I understand Charlie.
So much.
And there are things about me, that are just the same.
I know, thats what they want you to think.
But thats so true.
It reminded me of things I've tried to forget for about 10 years.
I never told anyone.

Being a wallflower.
Thats what I am.
Everyone thinks I make friends easily.
I don't.
I'm not the kind of girl who starts talking to others.
I like watching them.
I want to know how they behave.
I see & I understand.

This.. I think.. my film.
Everyone has their own.