Look at me now.

Sometimes,
I wonder if all my dreams and hopes can get real.
What if?
If every thing came true.
I think I would be happy but I'd still have problems.
Because life without problems is life without adventure, life without learning.
And that is no life.
Sometimes.
I think if I fail,
I'll try again and again.
But I think,
that you can't try forever.
At some point, everybody looses hope.

I think too much about my future.
I just should go and create it.
Because if you look at me now,
I am not at all who I want to be.