Care.

Everything crashes down.

I'm so scared of losing myself.
I don't want scars.

But I scratch my arms.
If somebody asks.. they were itching.
I had some stupid ideas.
I fell.
The cat. Whatever.

I'm not a attentionseeking whore.
If I did it for the attention, I'd cut my face.

Stop telling sad girls that they are attentionseekers.
They aren't. And you know it.

Funny. Society is blind to the things it does to us.
Even funnier. We are society. WE DO THIS TO OURSELVES!

Don't judge.
Don't hate. It's difficult.
But just care.
Care.

Since then.

Since then I have changed a lot.

I've become more of what I am.
I know a lot more about myself.
I have lost friends,
I have found new ones.

And I think.. life is totally different.

My best friends are great.
They like me. And I don't even have a clue why.
They do.
They are there when I really need them.
They are what friends should be.

Back then, I thougt I knew what real friendship felt like.
But I was mistaken.
Friends don't judge you.
Friends don't want you to feel down.
Friends want you to feel good.
Friends respect you.

THEY CARE!

You know what?
If you're sad.
Write me a  comment. Or a private message.
I'll answer. Anytime.
If you need a friend.