Alone.

Christmas alone.
A lot of people fear this.
But you know what?
I'm gonna spend it alone.
And New Year's Eve either.
It's the best option for me.
I don't want to ruin the New Year's Eve of my friends.
Because I'm gonna sit there like
'Great, I'm not in London,
I'm not pretty,
I'm not with the boy I like,
I hate myself'
I don't want to offend anyone of them,
but even with my single friends.
It would turn out that they have some guys to make out
or something and I'm.. just be there sitting alone.
That won't make me any happier.

'Maybe I'll get drunk again,
to feel a little love' - Ed Sheeran, 'Drunk'
(by the way one of my favourite songs)